1.31.2009

A Problem

How could she judge us so quickly like that? Couldn't she realize that she was the one who was changing and not us?

She shouldn't have done this. She shouldn't have pushed us away. She says she cares about us...

I don't think I believe her anymore.
She told us we were her best friends and we actually believed her. She deserted us for some boy. I and my best friend, Shana, got over it eventually and she finally realizes that the people she gained as so-called friends who were the cause of her temporary popularity couldn't actually be there for her then comes back to us telling us that she wants us back. She couldn't expect us to just come back to her just like that. We've learned to become independent and live without her in our everyday lives. Shana and I have been best friends before we even considered her as someone we could trust.
Many people are annoyed with her. Sometimes, I pity her but I stop immediately since no human being deserves to be looked down upon. How could she change so quickly?
She's not a bad person, honestly. She just gets too clingy sometimes. But once you get through that all, she's a very good friend who always knows the right things to say. Sure, she's a little too sensitive (and I don't think she'll ever admit it) but she'll always know how to cheer you up.
Although, sometimes, she really gets annoying. I mean, who has the ability to copy my way of speech so quickly? How in the world does she manage to learn my way of speech?! Next, once she thinks she's popular, she gets too into it, if you know what I mean. She thinks everyone is her best friend and, trust me, that is very annoying.
All in all, she just a really nice person who just needs to find someone to rely on and I hope she finds that special friend somday.
I forgive her but I still don't trust her.
It is a problem, indeed.
A problem yet to be solved.

1 comment:

  1. it's been *counting* three weeks since she left us. but still, she didn't realize. ^___^

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